I have to study instead of being here, watching amazing art made by amazing artists.
I still haven't found my own style and this thing really makes me sad and desperate.
I don't have so much time to spend creating, I don't have time for anything at all. And surely Art is something that needs complete devotion.

Concerning my studying problems - the fact is that when I start study something, I always read the books quickly and enthusiastically and once I’ve read everything, I lose interesting for that subject and I don’t want to touch those books anymore.
That’s really sad! It’s like I don’t want to go deeper in the things !. I don’t want to become a superficial person! I’ve always hated people like that!!

I think I’d better go and have a hot& strong coffee…